change

so lately things have been very dramatic. and they don't have to be.

i always seem to do this. something switches off in my head and there i am again, trying to make things bigger than they actually are. and then i get hurt and im standing there like "what just happened?"

so i need to work on that. and not going to men to get my "needs" met. that's another thing. i need to learn to go to other women. women that will listen to what i have to say. women who know themselves. women who will tell me when i need to get my head out of my butt and move on. women who will offer me kindness and love, and solutions. women like that. not men. they don't know where my head is. i say "just listen to me" and they think "fix it."

so with that, im gonna work on this. a lot. it's not gonna be easy. but im going to start.

first order of business is to find 2 to 3 women that are my go to's.

xoxo

-amanda